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    July 31

    幼稚着,但表达着

    写了2篇关于政治的博文,一篇类似小品,一篇是对于某个问题的想法。
    不过都很灰色,坦率讲,经常看不到路在何方
    有朋友说我适合搞艺术,
    因为敏感,能敏感到自己,并通过敏感自己而敏感到周围空气中的很多东西
    而我,
    把这份敏感用到了我很不擅长
    一个需要牛人去思考的领域,
    真他妈的累
    也真是
    这些牛人做的不好嘛
    弄的我们这些该享清福的,也烦躁起来了。
     
    我,
    是个小笨蛋
    所谓公民,这是一个诡异的头衔
    但我
    还是想这个小小的所谓公民
    在一个帝国,不做臣民。
    偷偷的做小小的“公民”,
    我穿越了耶
     
    这个时代曾经是灰色的,因为我们有希望他会向着白的一天,
    而黑色的影子日深,未来有些象黑客帝国的末日场景了
    看不懂了
     
    我只想试图去把握一些什么
    也许有很多东西我没看到
    那些可以让你快乐的东西,那些让你乐观的东西
     
    不过,既然选择了去怀疑
    也就坚强的去怀疑呗
    反正只过一辈子
     
    虽然要平淡,也要坚强
    但对我来说,
    缺乏坚强的平淡
    那是混日子
    我要平淡,也要坚强
    要平淡的有灵魂
     
    有朋友说,我想法幼稚,还只能跟着很多流俗的想法走,
    说实话,我也觉得,但是,想想
    先想呗,想了就说呗,偷偷摸摸的在空间里说呗,反正没几个人看
    也没几个人想去看
    麻烦看得人也偷偷的知道就好,嘘,我很闷骚的哦
    表达嘛,就象成长,幼稚到成熟,都是要历练的,
    写出来的过程,其实就是历练的过程
    我会长大的,闷骚的,弱弱的,长成一个无耻而坚强的形状,据说,这个世界,无耻
    很有优势
     
    不过,再无耻,我也应该知道,
    什么是对的,什么是错的
    坚守这些,我就知道自己的归宿。
    当然,星空,我就不仰望了
    总理的话,很高深
    我听不懂
    因为星空是自由的,
    不自由的人怎么去仰望自由的星空
     
    想想,就偷偷说,我的新风格
    平淡,但不退缩
    就这样活着
     
     
     
     
     

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    Ellie Gongwrote:
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    Aug. 1

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